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Milena Mei Hiromi Iwasaki
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I Love draw and i love anime, I've lived in Japan and i'm brazillian(so...sorry if you don't anderstand something).

There are times when I take too long to reply. But That's just because I live with all my family, so when I get out of the computer, my sister(or mother or father, or brother-in-law or nephew) is already on the net.
Okay guys. It's no news that I'm being inactive, and I have recieved a note and I finally have realized that I should at least tell what's going on.

Listen, as you all know, a lot of things is going wrong in my life. First of all,my teacher had died some time ago, then I got depressed and stopped entering this site, my father, my sister and me, we all are diabetics. I have to take a sirurgy for reasons I'm not telling, and recently, the doctor said that I have depression(not sure how I didn't discovered it sooner), I have to take a lot of pills.

And also, there is something wrong with my heart that my family have to discover, it's unknown what the problem is... And my school life isn't going that well ever since my teacher died. The three girls I thought who were my friends, well... it turns out it isn't true. When one shouted at me,one ignores me, and the other just doesn't stay at my side, I decided it was enough. And I was called ''cold'' because of that.

I don't know whem I'll be able to enter, ok? Guys, listen, I'm sorry for the problems I'm causing. I'm sorry for being irresponsible, I'm sorry. But when I  log on and talk with some people here, I'm treated coldly or indifferently, so I think that I'm also not needed here, right? Of course, there are the ones(a few) who I can notice that care for me(or at least behind the monitor). Sorry for acting so selfsh... But I just had to let it out.

Maybe the persons who I'm talking about will noice it, and maybe it wasn't their intention, but it hurts. Everything hurts, I have constantly headaches and everything. I can't stay much time in front of the monitor too.

That's all I have to say, hope to have cleared some things to you guys.

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Just to let you know, Pest Control group page is going to be de-activated soon, all artwork and photos will be moving to :iconkeeanga:
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MT-Artwork Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
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I WISH YOU A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY birthday cake 

Have a beautiful day ~
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TimedRogue Featured By Owner Feb 19, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Hello, 
I would like to give you an open invitation to join Breaking-Drifts and begin a long journey with us. The group is still undergoing some changes, but if you wouldn't mind being patient with us, I think that we could all get along just fine. Try-outs are open for high-ranks, if you wish to try for one, there is a journal posted with the open rankings. The only three high rankings already taken are, Iceclan leader, Iceclan deputy, and Hailclan leader. 
All clans are open to members. You have a choice of four clans, Snow, Blizzard, Ice, and Hail. I can only ask that if you are truly interested in joining that you read the 'How to Join' journal, and Rules journal; To avoid any conflicts with applications. 
Again thank you for reading, and I hope that you consider joining us soon. Of course, it's always alright if you don't join as well. c: Have a wonderful day! 

~Lightningfreak97 (Lightning)
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MERARIKISHATU25 Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2014  Student Artist
HAPPY BIRTHDAY :hug:
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MelTheCat13 Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2014  Hobbyist
Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!
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fan-of-video-games Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2014  Hobbyist
Happy birthday!! Hope you have a splendid one!!
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InsaneTheStreetCat Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2014  Student Artist
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Happy birthday! Happy birthday! 
Dear Ruby!
We wish you a wonderful birthday!
We hope you have a great day!
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Darboe Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
happy birthdayyy
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MT-Artwork Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hi ^^
I WISH YOU WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY Fun cake 

Have a great day ~
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