Okay guys. It's no news that I'm being inactive, and I have recieved a note and I finally have realized that I should at least tell what's going on.
Listen, as you all know, a lot of things is going wrong in my life. First of all,my teacher had died some time ago, then I got depressed and stopped entering this site, my father, my sister and me, we all are diabetics. I have to take a sirurgy for reasons I'm not telling, and recently, the doctor said that I have depression(not sure how I didn't discovered it sooner), I have to take a lot of pills.
And also, there is something wrong with my heart that my family have to discover, it's unknown what the problem is... And my school life isn't going that well ever since my teacher died. The three girls I thought who were my friends, well... it turns out it isn't true. When one shouted at me,one ignores me, and the other just doesn't stay at my side, I decided it was enough. And I was called ''cold'' because of that.
I don't know whem I'll be able to enter, ok? Guys, listen, I'm sorry for the problems I'm causing. I'm sorry for being irresponsible, I'm sorry. But when I log on and talk with some people here, I'm treated coldly or indifferently, so I think that I'm also not needed here, right? Of course, there are the ones(a few) who I can notice that care for me(or at least behind the monitor). Sorry for acting so selfsh... But I just had to let it out.
Maybe the persons who I'm talking about will noice it, and maybe it wasn't their intention, but it hurts. Everything hurts, I have constantly headaches and everything. I can't stay much time in front of the monitor too.
That's all I have to say, hope to have cleared some things to you guys.